Why am I such an angry person. I can’t be content with anything. Everythings wrong or stupid or horrible. I’m mad about being mad about things. It’s getting a bit out of hand.
Heart means everything.
ADTR, you never cease to break my heart. I got this for a boy that made me believe in love. The same boy that turned around and shattered my soul. I will never be able to trust like I did before, I will always watch my back. I refuse to let myself become vulnerable.
But do I regret this tattoo? No. At first I thought it would make my life miserable. I couldn’t shower or change clothes without a reminder of my past. Everyone always asks about it and wants to know the meaning or the reason behind it. It turns out that this scar from my past has become my reason to keep going. It’s my reminder that yes I have a past, but I also have a future. It keeps me going and shows that the past has made me who I am and the present will determine my future. People will build you up and tear you down but you have the power to move on to better things and still remember where you came from.
To the boy who stole my heart, thank you. You tore me down but you sure as hell didn’t stop me. I’m stronger now and I can stand on my own two feet. Heart means everything, and you never put your heart into anything we ever had. You’ve lead me down the path straight to a boy who will and for that, I will never regret you.
know you’ve been hurt by someone else
i can tell by the way you carry yourself
if you let me, here’s what i’ll do
i’ll take care of you
i’ve loved and i’ve lost
i’ve asked about you and they’ve told me things
but my mind didn’t change
i still the feel the same
what’s a life with no fun, please don’t be so ashamed
i’ve had mine, you’ve had yours we both know
we know, they don’t get you like i will
my only wish is i die real
cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal
and you can’t sleep thinking that he lies still
so you cry still, tears all in the pillow case
big girls all get a little taste
pushing me away so i give her space
dealing with a heart that i didn’t break
i’ll be there for you, i will care for you
i keep thinking you, just don’t know
try to run from that, say you’re done with that
on your face girl, it just don’t show
when you’re ready, just say you’re ready
when all the baggage just ain’t as heavy
and the parties over, just don’t forget me
we’ll change the pace and we’ll just go slow
you won’t ever have to worry,
you won’t ever have to hide
you’ve seen all my mistakes
so look me in my eyes
cause if you let me, here’s what i’ll do
i’ll take care of you
i’ve loved and i’ve lost
it’s my birthday, i get high if i want to
can’t deny that i want you, but i’ll lie if have to
cause you don’t say you love me
to your friends when they ask you
even though we both know that you do (you do)
one time, been in love one time
you and all your girls in the club one time
all so convinced that you’re following your heart
cause your mind don’t control what it does sometimes
we all have our nights though, don’t be so ashamed
i’ve had mine, you’ve had yours, we both know
we know, you hate being alone
you ain’t the only one
you hate the fact that you bought the dream
and they sold you one
you love your friends but somebody shoulda told you somin’ to save you
know you’ve been hurt by someone else
i can tell by the way you carry yourself
if you let me, here’s what i’ll do
i’ll take care of you
i’ve loved and i’ve lost
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I’m a bit like Fluffy, I look like a monster and I’ll bite your head off but if you know how to calm me down you’ll be alright.
7 :01 pm. same day
You think im so sweet, but boy please fear. Ive got stories upon stories you would not be pleased to hear.
It’s almost like I have no feelings other than being sad. I’m either numb, or upset. I don’t even want to see anybody anymore. I can’t even stand being around people for more than an hour. Yet at the same time I hate being by myself. It’s like my thoughts are just contradictions and therefore I’m stuck. I’m stuck inside my head, begging to get out.
